Call me soft.
Or strange.
Or maybe it's just because I have never bothered coyotes this time of year.
But, even as a life-long coyote hunter, and former "farm boy", I feel saddened that the pups never had the opportunity to grow to at least their "teenage" phase.
Admittedly, come Fall, I wouldn't have hesitated to put a bullet in each of them if the chance arose.
So...what kind of screwed up person does that make me?
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I remember as a kid, some of the brome hay that we put up, was cut in field waterways.
Prior to my teen years, we didn't have a swather.
Instead, we used an old John Deere 3-point mounted, sickle bar-style hay mower, on the rear of the old 1959 Case 600 tractor.
(No cab, just a buggy top mounted to the fenders, for a bit of shade.)
As an adolescent, I used to "ride" along with Dad, with me standing between the seat & the left fender...in case I was needed to help "clear" the sickle whenever it got plugged up. (happened a lot)
{Also used to ride on the rear of the old square baler...standing on the rear draw bar...to keep watch on the twine knotters, in case they didn't tie. Dad hated to re-run untied bales, so he would have me stop him if I seen that one didn't tie, so we could hand-tie it while still in the baler.}
Anyway, I remember many times coming across pups laying in the grasses (in mid-June), and them getting caught up in the mower.
Not a pretty sight!!
Never seemed to bother my dad much. But, it both excited me to come across the pups...yet also saddened me to see them hurt & killed.
In those years, I never gave either feeling much thought. After all, I had been around coyote hunters from the day of my birth. And even as a child, I loved to hunt them.
But, looking back now, I can clearly remember having those differing feelings at the same time.
For those non-farm folks, who don't know what a sickle bar mower is, here's a link to a picture of an old John Deere mower just like the one we had.......
http://cdn3.volusion.com/deqaj.ahgeu/v/vspfiles/photos/7ftJD.Store.Pickup-2.jpg?1414010753
Although not our tractor, this is what ours looked like...right down to the propane fuel tank.
http://www.keystonetractorworks.com/assets/gallery/tractors/case/case-1959-712b-tractor-82-7.jpg
The baler was an old belt-driven 24T, with a Wisconsin motor, similar to this one. Loved that little motor, but hated that dang belt-drive wheel. It was always breaking shear pins......
http://www.tractorshed.com/gallery/iphotos/i4713.jpg
This picture shows the rear draw bar, similar to the one I used to stand "ride" on.....
http://static.auctionservices.com/images/55368536/054_large.jpg